Sunday, Nov. 19, 2006
I've Never Cried for a Dick
I'm kindof done trying!
You want me come get me I don't play cat and mouse well, so in the event you decside to try maybe I'll still be around! I highly doubt it but at this rate its lookin pretty good considering there is no one worth dating in Syracuse. Come next winter I'll prolly be living in Miami Beach so give me a reason to stay othawise I'm soo ghost it aint funny!FYI - Im the shit
they pass up today, but when it comes back around 10 years from now and they ready to settle down, Im done and gone and p.s. I never look back to regret! I'm an absolute reck it seems!! I don't know what I want and I can't focus! As of right now I want him like I could bust outta my skin!!! But it might be cuz I am sexually frustrated! Not that I couldn't make a fone call - not even -, a text message.. And I could get some but the fact is that I want him and he obviously can't grasp the concept that he effin needs to have 24/7 un devided attention on me! That's its and we can actually make this work finally. Not that I'm needy or in anyway a stickler for spoiledness I just think that if I'm infatuated with you uhh you deff need to be infatuated with me!!Recipricles are the fundamentals in math and love is a simple equation!
AM I STUPID OR SOMETHING!! I've fallen for this shit once before...
ONCE is enough! There's so much stress I fucking can't understand you! Why would you ever lead me on? When I was as real as they came! I've waited 3 years to see you, 3 years wanted you and you can't even give me tha GOD DAM CURTESY OF JUST CARING ABOUT ME! You don't care to call back... or text me... and for all you EMO KIDS, NO he doesn't message me on myspace until I say I'm through with him!... You claim to want me, that I shouldn't just walk away, how I am yours and you are mine- but I'm just not convinced...Say What You Mean, MEAN WHAT YOU SAY!
truthhrtz at 1:26 a.m.
